first_czar ([info]first_czar) wrote,
@ 2005-09-28 08:08:00
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Current mood: groggy
Current music:A Perfect Circle - The Package

Been a while, journal panda
So it's been a while since I made a legitimate post in this journal thingie, and I'm sorry little panda I haven't abandoned you. It's a good thing you don't eat, or I might be in trouble.

I've still got my job, and hopefully I'll be able to keep it even when I move by simply transferring to another store in the chain near wherever I move to. Haven't decided where I am going to move yet, my one and only criteria is: somewhere I've never been before. Lakewood is looking like an option, at least for a short while. However Portland is high on my list.

I have a purring, very happy cat all curled up in my lap. Nemo is very cuddly today for some reason, and it's adorable. He's one of the prettiest cats I've ever seen, and that's saying a lot. Lovely black fur that shines beautifully in most any light, and big pretty yellow eyes. He's also got this habit of putting one paw gently on my arm as I type and work the mouse.

The biggest recent development is a rather odd one. Beginning last labor day, I'm kind of involved with my roommate's fiancee. I know, journal panda, and I've reminded myself of that many times, but dammit she's a sweet girl and he's a piece of trash. I'm generally rather forgiving and open-minded, but the guy really does have NO value whatsoever. He has no ambition, not even enough to get to his shit job on time. He has no care about anything that doesn't benefit himself, at all. The boy (and he is a boy, believe me) is the single most spoiled little fucking brat I've ever seen. I won't get into things he's done, but he is of no value whatsoever.

However he is also the poor girl's first real relationship (she's had a rather sheltered life), so I'm showing her that her beau is not what all men are. She's learning quickly, and now I can hardly keep her away from me to avoid arousing suspicions. I'm not worried about his reaction, he's too cowardly to be a threat, I'm only worried that it would fuck up my living situation and cause her lots of anguish. She's too nice to want to hurt his feelings.

It's an interesting "relationship," though. We're not together and we don't plan on it. She would like to be, but she understands and respects that I can't do that. It's basically a friendship (and she's a great friend) with benefits, and I'm showing her what a guy with value can be like as opposed to what she's used to.

The house's other kitty just came in, yay! Doh, and as I was writing that Nemo decided he wanted to leave, and Spike followed him. I had two kitties in my room for about three seconds. Damn.

Yes, journal panda, now you get play-by-play updates.

I should never come to this site while dosed-up on cold medication.




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